Time is never time at all

I hate it when that time of month is upon me. I start eating like I’m pregnant, and worse… I start feeling things I don’t want to feel.

I think of one of the most special moments in my life: the 6th of February 2013 and a thousand emotions go through me like static and I don’t know how to come back to planet earth.

I think of HIM… of HER… and how I saw him first but he chose her and she just happens to be one of my closest friends.

I think of how I’ve waited, and continue to wait. And how sometimes, knowing that the wait will be worth it doesn’t change the fact that I’ve had to wait.

I think of things I shouldn’t be thinking about like all of the above because of lyrics like this:

The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you
Tonight

I think of YOU, and how I wish I could have protected you from all the things that hurt you in the past… But that’s not my job. Allow your friends to love you. Because believe it or not, it’s easy as breathing.

Tonight, tonight…

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